not here anymore

Friday, December 26, 2003

that sushi thing today was bad.. training's rather short these days.. hmm. what with the coach's having to go nus.. ellgh. ok feeling sleepy. think i've been sleeping tooo much these hols. can't wait to see all my friends back in school again.. but the thing is that school will have to come with that. shit. hmm am i still not used to this? yay free saturday tomorrow. i like free saturdays.. besides being able to sleep late, which i already am doing everyday, it means i have a whole day. haha logic. lack of. well, will do some stuff lah.. woohoo charlton beat chelsea 4-2 would you believe that.. not that i like charlton. i actually dislike them.. but it's just that chelsea lost. hahaha i know i'm evil but still.. not bad.

Thursday, December 25, 2003


Hi all Merry Christmas! hope the holidays were fine? anyhow it's drawing to an end. like all good things huh.. bah, never mind. one more week till school reopens. i'd better make full use of it man.. haha, whatever. crazy, there's training tomorrow. actually i'm quite looking forward to getting some exercise into these bones.. we've got what.. 3 months? before the season. and i want it to be a long season. come to think about it, school will be crazy too. so that means it'll be some year. yep. woohoo am i feeling excited? hmm.

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

oh well, yesterday's bradell heights playing was quite crazy. nearly ended up missing the last bus home. i really hate waiting for last buses.. that feeling of uncertainty and sick suspense. so many times.. oh think i forgot to mention this.. got quite okay for sats..1470 actually..dunnnoe if that's okay but it'll be fine with me. yep. can't imagine spending another 80 friggin' bucks on it.

ok so school's starting soon. it was always coming.. a week before and i have not got anywhere near my books. doesn't help that my house is in a mess bigger than big. anyway, can't wait for the end of the year to arrive.. can't come fast enough. for reasons more than one. can't tell if i'm looking forward to the new year really. i mean, how fun can j2 be.. perhaps the only fun time would be this time next year. dreading it already. can't imagine. bah, nvm. what comes, comes. but i'll have to make it good also i guess. so yeah.

oh MERRY CHRISTMAS eve. haha yay nice holiday. actually i don't really celebrate it or what..but still it's a good time. time to do some reflecting.

i feel bored. how i wish i were on a holiday. okay, i'll stop dreaming. haha.